Basically what I’m saying is I love you guys and I’m very grateful for you both and for opening your home to me when I needed somewhere to go, feeding me and being there when I needed the most help but I felt very unseen when it came to the birthday gifts especially because last year was the pits of hell for me. I didn’t want to be that person to make a fuss about it and I didn’t want to sound spoilt or ungrateful but I just felt not seen and that makes me sad.