Pāhonoa te oro

I am a 27F and my ex is 27M. We were together for about two years. He was honestly one of the most kind, patient and loving people I’ve ever known. Being with him made me realize what genuine love and care actually feels like. I made a mistake of cheating by chatting with an old friend by sharing how distant and avoidant my partner has become and then i talked about my mental health with this friend too because every time i bring this topic to my partner he would say things like, ‘its going to b