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I just feel really hurt and confused because I didn’t want it to end up like this. I didn’t want things to get weird or distant or one-sided. I just wanted things to be normal. Sorry this rant was super long it’s my first one and I didn’t really know who else to tell if you’ve made it this far just out of curiosity comment seal i don’t know I’m curious and if u did thank you so much also I know this rant was a bit of a downer I will post happier more interesting ones in the future