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Found letters and notes in my wife’s closet where she had written hurtful things about me i was married to my wife for 13 years and we had been together since 16 years, we started dating in college and we really loved each other and i really loved being around her and spending time with her i was always kind of awkward, i mean thats how i am, not very talkative but i cant stop speaking when i get along she was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2021 but it was still operate-able at that time so