Pāhonoa te oro

Why is it IMPOSSIBLE to look cool when someone’s watching you? Like I could be doing something perfectly normal and the SECOND I notice someone looking I forget how to exist. Now I’m walking weird my arms don’t swing right I don’t know where to look. Suddenly I’m moving like Minecraft Steve with stiff animations Or when you try to do something simple—drink water pick something up—and now it feels like a performance. I’m overthinking every move like I’m on stage or something. And don’t even let