Pāhonoa te oro

What if you are not lazy… but your brain is quietly refusing to work? What if the problem is not your effort… but something controlling your mind? You sit down to start. So why can’t you begin? You open your work… but why does your hand reach for your phone? You say, “Just one minute.” But why does that minute disappear? You feel tired… but from what? You did nothing… so why does it feel like you did too much? And the biggest question… why do you keep repeating this every day? Imagine