Pāhonoa te oro

You want to know what it looks like when God calls you? It looks lonely. It looks like losing everything that doesn't belong in your next chapter. There is nothing glamorous about it. Your life gets disassembled. You go through seasons of heartache, seasons of discouragement, seasons where you're asking God to just remove this calling from you. You don't want it anymore. But no matter how hard you try, you cannot escape what God has placed on your life. The people around you won't understand you