Yes, estrogen will give you the urge to suck cock and make you want to fuck like a girl. Yes, it will make your nipples and breasts grow, and yes it will give you a tiny little sissy clit. And it is true that you will feel more and more girly when you're on estrogen.
So why don't you just go and get one of those estrogen patches and stick it on? Go on, do it. Flood your body with female hormones.