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2 To my husband, Howard Lee …But if the while I think on thee, dear friend, All losses are restor’d and sorrows end. 3 Chapter 1 The View Below It is a terrible thing to feel no fear, no alarm, when you are standing an a window ledge fourteen stories above the street. I felt tired, lost, and numb - but unafraid. I wasn't at all certain I wanted to take my own life. I cat-walked a few steps away from the open window and steadied myself, to think about it. The fact that I could no longer m