Why don't you start using the estrogen patches again? Go on, all you have to do is just stick that first one to your bottom...
You'll notice changes to your nipples first, and then your breast tissue will start growing again. Won't that be nice sweetie! And you'll start thinking like a girl too, and like a girl, you'll really enjoy shaving your legs plucking your brows and wearing sexy lingerie. and like a girl, you'll start noticing attractive men, and thinking about having sex with them.