Pāhonoa te oro

I felt hurt. I felt confused. I felt alone. But slowly, I started to understand something. Sometimes people say things they believe in that moment. But feelings can change. People can change too. It does not mean I was wrong to trust him. I loved him honestly. I believed him honestly. Now, I try to focus on myself. I spend more time with friends. I go outside more. I try to smile again. I still remember him. I still remember his promise. But I don’t wait for him anymore.