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I cheated on my husband I dont know how to feel. l am a 48 year old married woman, been with my husband since 2004. We have good marriage. It was a little rocky in the beginning. We grew up together and he wasnt the best man but we worked through it and over time he has become a much better person and husband. l But, recently I have begun feeling like my life is slipping by. I am Until tonight. very attractive and have always been used to men wanting me. But in all the years we have been to