Pāhonoa te oro

And what happened after I stopped my wife nearly hurting our baby still doesn’t feel real. After I pulled our daughter out of the tub, I was shaking so badly I could barely hold her. I kept asking, “What are you thinking?! What were you doing?!” She just looked at me. Confused. Not guilty. Not scared. Just… confused. Like she genuinely didn’t understand why I was panicking. She said, “I wasn’t going to hurt her.” But the way she said it… it didn’t feel reassuring. It felt empty. That