This behavior is only spiraling you deeper into the darkness of addiction. You can try to convince yourself it's what you truly want, but we both know the truth. Surrendering completely to the role of a depraved, porn-obsessed gooner pet is nothing more than your brain's twisted attempt to escape from reality.
The real question is - do you have the strength to face yourself honestly? To look past the euphoric high of constant pornographic indulgence and confront the hollow emptiness fueling thi